In the book, which hit shelves Tuesday, she divulges that she was secretly sent to rehab in 2014 and 2019 for her use of over-the-counter energy supplements. She writes that her boyfriend at the time, Charlie Ebersol, introduced her to them, and that they’d helped her keep up her energy while she performed her show. The residency began just after Christmas 2013, when she sums up her life as such: “I had two kids. I’d had a breakdown. My parents had taken over my career.
” When she was released, she writes, “I started doing shows again in Vegas like nothing had happened.” She describes the absolute lack of control she had in her life, down to what she could eat. “For two years, I ate almost nothing but chicken and canned vegetables,” she writes. Despite that, she gained weight. “I’ll be honest, I was fucking miserable.” Then, again, when she had begun dating Sam Asghari, she says her father threatened her with rehab for the supplements.